A letter to Craig

It’s been a while since I have written. The truth is I have been avoiding putting my thoughts to paper publicly. Today is different. Last night I received the news that you are no longer here with us. Up until this point in my pregnancy I have maintained a level head. Not allowing myself to mourn the lives of the ones I’ve lost, but with you it’s different. I can't stop the tears from rolling down my face. Your passing has struck me.

My Dear Friend Craig, You were introduced into my life by way of my best friend. Little did I realize how much your friendship would mean to me. How your character and exemplary way of being would impact me. Birthday buddies. A man of great honor and dignity. Always compassionate and giving grace to those around you even amid your own storm. You found ways to encourage and uplift everyone’s spirit. A man’s man. A stellar father, son and friend. I don’t know that I will ever accept that you are gone. As I close my eyes, I see your smile. I feel your warmth. I hear your voice. I remember your kindness and uncanny advice. I feel broken inside. I hate that it had to be you to leave us so soon. You encouraged me through my cancer diagnosis while battling cancer yourself. Checking in between infusions. Sharing your love and light. You are someone I’d hope my son could meet. But God had other plans for you my dearest friend. I will forever cherish you. I will honor you by raising a man’s man just like you. Until we meet again. With love and gratitude. Sincerely, Chetney